Distilled Dominance

 

come here
you know where you belong
where you’re supposed to be
permitted positionings
ready for my attention
my affection
followed by reflections
And embraces
is it aftercare if it’s before during AND
after I have my way with you?
don’t ever forget that
you signed up (begged) for this
for me…
unadulterated

unrestrained 

unfiltered

by society’s rules

are made to be broken

except for mine…

agreed to follow

guidelines set

for mutual beneficence

I’m good to you

and you’re good FOR me

forget what they say

in ignorance lies bliss

let them be blissfully

unaware of the deviant things

we do (are) to one another

behind closed doors (sometimes)

and out of their vision

the tasks, the rewards, the corrections

the playtime, the possessing, the claiming

the Alpha, the Paternal, the Primal

the connections

cannot be explained

to the uninitiated

the masses

how you find comfort

where you find comfort

it is said that you cannot  please everyone

I say “who else matters?”

5 x 5

 

hear me

not just with your ears

but with your heart,

your mind

your very soul

listen

to the words

between the words

both said and unsaid

private and public

my truths

about my life

about my love

about us

the ups and downs

persist

in the face of adversity

through the doubts

stay the course

walk with me

thank you

for your time

your attention

your assistance

and for loving me

Unburden

Can I be honest? 

Just for a moment…

Can I say EXACTLY what’s on my mind?

without censoring?

downplaying?

outright lying?

If I tell you how I feel...

about life...

about you...

about us…

the current state of affairs…

My heart is heavy

with all the emotions

stifled.

muted.

silenced.

Would you listen?

Would it make a difference?

Tumescent Troubles

full to bursting
turgid
too much pressure
building up

to the point

of breaking

exploding

like a dirty bomb

(Collateral Damage)

so I vent

through the skin

just a little bit

a little slit

Crimson Catharsis

each droplet a moment

of calm

of peace

until equilibrium

achieved?

no, not yet. I need…

MORE.

AND MORE.

AND EVEN MORE.

crisis not averted,

not even delayed

by much.

 

Evil thoughts racing

Cacophony of malice

Screaming inside me

Emotional Distancing

Open yourself
to me, to your desires
You can no longer hide
the inner Darkness

That secret
private part of you
That never sees the light,
closed off from the world

Buried deep within
for fear of judgement
Denied complete acceptance
considered an outsider

Let me in
to your hopes and dreams
Bringing light to all
and loving all I see.

3/14/2020

time and time again
looking up at me like that
eyes full of such love
21:25

give yourself to me
your mind and soul, body and heart
and be rewarded
21:53

the beast doth hunger
almost nothing will sate him
the raging fire
22:03

 the incubus laughs
standing over his new toy
"you think you're ready?"
22:07

can I kiss your lips?
branding my soul with your taste
my life in your hands
22:13

teeth sink into flesh
broken skin giving its gift
and I drink deeply
22:18

she sits at my feet
loving all the attention
Master's pretty girl
22:21