10/11/12

little kitten. love
prodigal baby-girl
I miss her so much
9:31a

not-so-little girl
growing up so very fast
but still my baby.
9:43a

play in my dreadlocks
pull and tug to heart's content
just no cutting, love
10:05p

last night

last night

last night I ran

jumped.

frolicked

in a bank parking lot’s sprinklers

Pan and His favorite wood nymph

the hustle and bustle of downtown

drowned out by laughter and moonlight

last night I sang

at the top of my drunken lungs

silly, sexy ballads

dedicated to her

a private show in public view

as bloody blessed virgins

received menthol kisses

last night I taught

repetitious recitations

burned into the psyche

as permanent as a tattoo upon the soul(ful)

a magical, mystical mantra

I am… you are… HERE.

and LOVED.

last night she came

on top

on command

on my tongue

again and again

begging for more

never satisfied

last night we had a child

beautiful

intelligent

wise beyond her years

just like her mother

a demi-goddess in her own (w)right

last night I walked

alongside a panther

no leash needed

free to roam

though she chose her master’s left

My fiercest guardian

and tamest pet

last night I soared

on wings of purest white

of deepest crimson

of sparkling jade

different courses to one destination

Mount Olympus – where the deities play

away from prying eyes

last night I had everything

everything was perfect

all was (w)right with the world

not a cloud in the sky

I could reach the stars

And count them individually…

but then I awoke.

Trains of Thoughts (Associated Words)

owner of the loc(k)

and key (to)

my heart

my love

sealed inside

waiting to be used

no return address

no backsies

bloodsworn promises

kept. keep

on keeping

on my heart

a rune,

a talisman

binding spell

intangible

though no less real

a contract

between myselfs

she and I

negotiated

the terms

equitable

fairest of them all

mirror on the wall

flooded with pictures

memories

a sea of tears

perfect compliment

to her sunshine

bright smile

making my days better

than the rest

I don’t get

night(mares)

on the plains

of my imagination

running wild

unfettered

female

mother nature

unpredictable

father time

constant(ly)

giving life

to hope

beyond hope

sight

beyond sight

the blade

an omen

source of Power

to gain more

infinite wisdom

 to know

the difference

between right

and wrong

time to

go or stay

put(ting) flowers

on the grave

situation

room for rent

with no option to buy

my love

is already owned

securely loc(k)ed.

7/11/12

9:43 pm

no goddess

she’s no goddess

or so she claims

just an ordinary girl, in love with an ordinary boy

yet lionized and canonized

her absence leaves me empty

adam, fallen from grace

fully aware of the blessings lost…

to temptation.

my happiness is Lot’s wife

turned to a pillar of salt(iness)

punishment for curiosity

for looking back on the Sodom and Gomorrah of my life

                                                                                                                (Ragnarok)

she’s no goddess

or so she claims

just an ordinary girl, in love with an ordinary boy

pagan rituals practiced at the altar of her thighs

her touch is manna from heaven,

providing sustenance, keeping my soul_ful

breathing life into deflated lungs

causing the broken, still heart to beat

creating a new being

a new life

from the dust

according to her vision.

                                                                                                                (Genesis)

she’s no goddess

or so she claims

just an ordinary girl, in love with an ordinary boy

HERESY!!

beautiful aphrodite

wise, insightful athena

temperamental oshun

sought-after freyja

                                                                                                                (Mt. Olympus)

she’s no goddess

or so she claims

just an ordinary girl, in love with an ordinary boy…

no. not A goddess

a PANTHEON

with one humble follower.

                                                                                                                (universal acolyte)

7:06p

5/24/12

Message In A Bottle

no goddess

she’s no goddess

or so she claims

just an ordinary girl, in love with an ordinary boy

yet lionized and canonized

her absence leaves me empty

adam, fallen from grace

fully aware of the blessings lost…

to temptation.

my happiness is Lot’s wife

turned to a pillar of salt(iness)

punishment for curiosity

for looking back on the Sodom and Gomorrah of my life

                                                                                                                (Ragnarok)

she’s no goddess

or so she claims

just an ordinary girl, in love with an ordinary boy

pagan rituals practiced at the altar of her thighs

her touch is manna from heaven,

providing sustenance, keeping my soul_ful

breathing life into deflated lungs

causing the broken, still heart to beat

creating a new being

a new life

from the dust

according to her vision.

                                                                                                                (Genesis)

she’s no goddess

or so she claims

just an ordinary girl, in love with an ordinary boy

HERESY!!

beautiful aphrodite

wise, insightful athena

temperamental oshun

sought-after freyja

                                                                                                                (Mt. Olympus)

she’s no goddess

or so she claims

just an ordinary girl, in love with an ordinary boy…

no. not A goddess

a PANTHEON

with one humble follower.

                                                                                                                (universal acolyte)

Never Make A Promise You Can't Keep