Senryu

 Sweet, from head to toe

Even though she doubts her taste

My lovely puppet

Closed Mouths

 Closed Mouths

(don't get fed)

use your words

tell me exactly what you want

what you need (to do)

what you crave (from me)

let your mind run

as wild as my mouth

and hands all over you

touching, exploring, claiming

how and where you ache

so I can kiss you better... wherever

softer, harder, deeper

making sure you know I'm a keeper

who will keep you satisfied

like you deserve

red rooms, white rooms,

bed rooms, no rooms

where anyone can see

where only we can see

playback on the tv

Dragon's tails and tongues

Do Not Disturb on the door is hung

let it go, let it out

if you need to moan, grunt, shout

things done for me, for you

love's languages... Voulez-vous?

scratch, bite, grab, squeeze

on your back, on my knees

in the afterglow, we will bask

once you're ready, just simply ask.

Distilled Dominance

 

come here
you know where you belong
where you’re supposed to be
permitted positionings
ready for my attention
my affection
followed by reflections
And embraces
is it aftercare if it’s before during AND
after I have my way with you?
don’t ever forget that
you signed up (begged) for this
for me…
unadulterated

unrestrained 

unfiltered

by society’s rules

are made to be broken

except for mine…

agreed to follow

guidelines set

for mutual beneficence

I’m good to you

and you’re good FOR me

forget what they say

in ignorance lies bliss

let them be blissfully

unaware of the deviant things

we do (are) to one another

behind closed doors (sometimes)

and out of their vision

the tasks, the rewards, the corrections

the playtime, the possessing, the claiming

the Alpha, the Paternal, the Primal

the connections

cannot be explained

to the uninitiated

the masses

how you find comfort

where you find comfort

it is said that you cannot  please everyone

I say “who else matters?”

5 x 5

 

hear me

not just with your ears

but with your heart,

your mind

your very soul

listen

to the words

between the words

both said and unsaid

private and public

my truths

about my life

about my love

about us

the ups and downs

persist

in the face of adversity

through the doubts

stay the course

walk with me

thank you

for your time

your attention

your assistance

and for loving me

Unburden

Can I be honest? 

Just for a moment…

Can I say EXACTLY what’s on my mind?

without censoring?

downplaying?

outright lying?

If I tell you how I feel...

about life...

about you...

about us…

the current state of affairs…

My heart is heavy

with all the emotions

stifled.

muted.

silenced.

Would you listen?

Would it make a difference?

Tumescent Troubles

full to bursting
turgid
too much pressure
building up

to the point

of breaking

exploding

like a dirty bomb

(Collateral Damage)

so I vent

through the skin

just a little bit

a little slit

Crimson Catharsis

each droplet a moment

of calm

of peace

until equilibrium

achieved?

no, not yet. I need…

MORE.

AND MORE.

AND EVEN MORE.

crisis not averted,

not even delayed

by much.

 

Evil thoughts racing

Cacophony of malice

Screaming inside me

Emotional Distancing

Open yourself
to me, to your desires
You can no longer hide
the inner Darkness

That secret
private part of you
That never sees the light,
closed off from the world

Buried deep within
for fear of judgement
Denied complete acceptance
considered an outsider

Let me in
to your hopes and dreams
Bringing light to all
and loving all I see.

3/14/2020

time and time again
looking up at me like that
eyes full of such love
21:25

give yourself to me
your mind and soul, body and heart
and be rewarded
21:53

the beast doth hunger
almost nothing will sate him
the raging fire
22:03

 the incubus laughs
standing over his new toy
"you think you're ready?"
22:07

can I kiss your lips?
branding my soul with your taste
my life in your hands
22:13

teeth sink into flesh
broken skin giving its gift
and I drink deeply
22:18

she sits at my feet
loving all the attention
Master's pretty girl
22:21

3/4/2020 Senryu

Daddy's open arms

Full of love and acceptance

Protection surrounds

16:25

So close, yet so far

Goals are unattainable

Without assistance

16:28

Family Dragon

Newly formed, yet quite mature

Three-headed Hydra

16:30

Brash decisions made

Bridges burnt beyond repair

You CANNOT return

16:33

Sit on Daddy's lap

Ensconce yourself. Find comfort

 "It will be ok"

16:36

Restricted Visions

Eyes lock, hands tremble

Showing the nervousness of us both

About what may soon happen

What may never happen

What we want to happen

Two words

Soft spoken

Barely audible

Clearly heard

“Come. Here.”

The single command

hurriedly obeyed by one

Eager to be pleasing, 

To be pleased

To be rewarded.

“Take your place.”

On the floor

Kneeling, looking up

Patiently impatient

A silent unchallenging demand

A gentle hand caresses

A bare shoulder shivers

Sensations running rampant

Causing tingles in untouched places

And visions to be birthed

Dominance and submission

Love and lust

Angel and Daemon

Dark and Light

Me and you.

kaa's Kaonabo (Trains of Thought V)

Thirty-six hours without
her lover's voice
in her ear
in her head
apocalyptic thinking
the worst
possible things
to improve her days
and nights
spent
in His arms
holding His treasure close
to the edge
of pleasures forbidden
to experience
without His guidance
she would be lost
in a sea of doubt(ing)
herself as worthy
of more than the average
run-of-the-mill love
to be loved by Him
who accepts her
as she is
flawed to perfection
is attainable
in the form of His love
for her
quirks and moods
set to music
soothing the savage
beast
lurking within
her soul
showing through her eyes
downcast, showing deference
to the Owner
of her mind, body, and heart
of gold(en)
skin waiting to be kissed
and caressed lovingly
taking His time and time again
to begin to show
and tell it on the mountain top(ped)
with snow
falling outside
the box of society('s)
preconceived ideal
of what she should be
all that she can
do and say
"yes" to love, "yes" to happiness
is a firm swat and a kind word
to the wise
man does not live by bread
alone in his rampant thoughts
of "what ifs" and "would have, could have"
done more to show and prove
love without limit
is the (blue) sky-
clad couple
of days
into weeks into months
into years of life
with Him
as Master of her world
revolving around
Him claiming
her as His own...

Crimson Calligraphy

Sight Beyond Sight (Trains of Thought IV)

she sees
me
for me
myself and
I love
all of her
imperfect
perfection
is impossible
to put into words
failing to be adequate
adjectives
subjective
to the heart
beats in my chest
full of hope(ing)
to hear the bells
which can't be unrung
singing songs which can't be unsung
while doing things that cannot be undone
bra clasps the divine teat(er-tottering)
on the edge of in(s)anity
waiting to be filled
wholly spirit(ed)
away to a land
of milk and honey
love no limit
to the (not-so-)subtle
nuances in speech
and deed
to the land of my flesh
and blood (ties)
us together
forever and ever-ever(y)
time I think of you
our/are beautiful
relationships
standing the test of time
and time again
and again
my lover, my friend,
my confidence
never wanes
but waxes
poetic words
with friends'
wagers on the (ley) lines
of cocaine to a soul
detoxing the impure
thoughts of my mind
ensconced firm
lips pouting
child-like
innocence hiding
in plain sight
for sore eyes
red from crying
myself to sleep
alone night
after (k)night
in dully gleaming armor
all of my vows to my wife's
future happiness
is a warm blanket
wrapped in silver
Selene's light touches
upon my skin
to skin
and soul to soul
of a man's
greatest achievement
in life
long partnership
with the better half
and half
in his coffee-
colored complexion
reflected in her eyes
for me alone.

Mobius Mental Momentum (Trains of Thought III)

mind racing
against time
after time
wasted like white boys
on that white girl
you know it's true
that mistakes made
are lessons learned
the hard way
to strengthen
weakness
overcome
and become
better
than we were
before the sunshine
comes the rain
falling
into every life
long dream
a little dream
of me
and you
and us
together
forever
and ever(y)
time it's you I picture
perfect(ly) happy
holidays spent
like empty bottles
of wine(d)
and dined
on "I Dare You"
rolls around
and around
each other
significantly pleasing
to the eye
love the way you lie
be(d)side manner
of speaking
to my heart
and soul
searching for an answer
on the tip
of my tongue
against your body
massages with grapeseed oil(ing)
every inch of your form
and fashion(ing)
weapons out of caresses
lovingly given
freely flowing
back and forth-
coming again and again
and again back
to where we belong
to each other.

binding

binding

caresses soft
music playing
in my hair
damp from the showering
of affections, loving
every perfect imperfection(s)
making her unique(ly)
(W)right for me
myself and eye
following the dangerous curves
ahead, slippery when wet
for "Daddy, may I cum(?)
before you, pledging love"
to be with you for the rest of days
past making us stronger together
we stand divided
by Zero - an apocalyptic impossible
to explain to the masses
of scar tissue on your heart
to heart healing touches
the soulful
singing
my life with these words
on paper
covered in calligraphic claret
fills my glass
house laid bare to your sight
for eyes
sore from crying
blood from wounds
given lovingly
bound to the Saint Andrew's cross
your heart and hoping to die
in my arms
wrapped around you possessively
claiming what is Mine
and Mine alone
to love as I see fit
to be tied
with both rope and chain(ed).

Bound and Un-gagged

some habits
die hard
with a vengeance
like the fury of a woman
scorned by her love
no matter how far
I run
and try to hide
my shame behind
"phantom" masks
of pain(t)ed smiles
fooling no one
that matters
to the "little"
angel
who resides and presides
over... my heart
sworn protector
of my samson, my treasure
that which was given free
of doubt, regret, insincerity
of the tongue
means nothing
to the soul
deep connection
between us,
Vulcan and Venus,
broken Lord of the Forge,
and His delicate deity,
Opposite and perfectly matched
supplement and compliment
burning waters
frozen flames
beyond the comprehension
most possess
only the basest
intelligence
beyond measure
against the next
with the ex-pectations
set the bar high
from the blood loss
of consciousness
evolved to another
level(s) to this
commitment to ex-cellence
perfect fit
custom grip-ping
the sheets at night
calling numbers
deleted in the heat of the moment
that voice is heard
calming nerves
stressed beyond belief
that love don't live here
any more questions?


12:01a
10/31/13

7/26/13

tortured while pleasured
the only way she gets off
with this man she hates

6/21/13

little one. My love
born on the love of Daddy
My favorite girl.

misunderstandings
create emotional strife
nothing to be done
4:51p

goddess resources
and is resourced by Savant
servings of sanguine
5:00p

she misses Daddy
and can't believe she is missed
illogical love.
5:35p

the lovely phoebe
driven insane by Daddy
cause and cure the same
5:42p

5/18/13

meeting. mind wanders
is she thinking about me?
I'd love to see her
1:45p

emancipated
released from Daddy's guidance
now her own person
1:52p

she plays in my hair
as she lays across my chest
we comfort ourselves
2:05p