Unburden

Can I be honest? 

Just for a moment…

Can I say EXACTLY what’s on my mind?

without censoring?

downplaying?

outright lying?

If I tell you how I feel...

about life...

about you...

about us…

the current state of affairs…

My heart is heavy

with all the emotions

stifled.

muted.

silenced.

Would you listen?

Would it make a difference?

Tumescent Troubles

full to bursting
turgid
too much pressure
building up

to the point

of breaking

exploding

like a dirty bomb

(Collateral Damage)

so I vent

through the skin

just a little bit

a little slit

Crimson Catharsis

each droplet a moment

of calm

of peace

until equilibrium

achieved?

no, not yet. I need…

MORE.

AND MORE.

AND EVEN MORE.

crisis not averted,

not even delayed

by much.

 

Evil thoughts racing

Cacophony of malice

Screaming inside me

Emotional Distancing

Open yourself
to me, to your desires
You can no longer hide
the inner Darkness

That secret
private part of you
That never sees the light,
closed off from the world

Buried deep within
for fear of judgement
Denied complete acceptance
considered an outsider

Let me in
to your hopes and dreams
Bringing light to all
and loving all I see.

3/14/2020

time and time again
looking up at me like that
eyes full of such love
21:25

give yourself to me
your mind and soul, body and heart
and be rewarded
21:53

the beast doth hunger
almost nothing will sate him
the raging fire
22:03

 the incubus laughs
standing over his new toy
"you think you're ready?"
22:07

can I kiss your lips?
branding my soul with your taste
my life in your hands
22:13

teeth sink into flesh
broken skin giving its gift
and I drink deeply
22:18

she sits at my feet
loving all the attention
Master's pretty girl
22:21

3/4/2020 Senryu

Daddy's open arms

Full of love and acceptance

Protection surrounds

16:25

So close, yet so far

Goals are unattainable

Without assistance

16:28

Family Dragon

Newly formed, yet quite mature

Three-headed Hydra

16:30

Brash decisions made

Bridges burnt beyond repair

You CANNOT return

16:33

Sit on Daddy's lap

Ensconce yourself. Find comfort

 "It will be ok"

16:36

Restricted Visions

Eyes lock, hands tremble

Showing the nervousness of us both

About what may soon happen

What may never happen

What we want to happen

Two words

Soft spoken

Barely audible

Clearly heard

“Come. Here.”

The single command

hurriedly obeyed by one

Eager to be pleasing, 

To be pleased

To be rewarded.

“Take your place.”

On the floor

Kneeling, looking up

Patiently impatient

A silent unchallenging demand

A gentle hand caresses

A bare shoulder shivers

Sensations running rampant

Causing tingles in untouched places

And visions to be birthed

Dominance and submission

Love and lust

Angel and Daemon

Dark and Light

Me and you.