Darker Times...

He wants release... He needs release... HE DEMANDS IT!!!

Green Dragon. Crimson Eyes.

I sit here
mind racing
emotions chasing
heart pounding
rush of blood sounding
Don't ask, cuz I don't know why
I wanna punch someone in the eye

tired, restless,
horny, breathless
wishing, hating
thinking, pacing
calm, turmoiled
stoic, embroiled

call contact. end call
stay home. hit the mall
go to sleep. stay awake
starvation. wake and bake

warmth and comfort. raise the walls.
"Damn, I love you." "Bitch, suck these balls!"
one coin. two sides
Green dragon. CRIMSON EYES.

9:57p

11-13-10

Words of Wisdom

‎"The loudest one in the room is the weakest one in the room," Frank Lucas.

To The one Who Warns..

I honestly wanted to take this time out to thank You. I was sitting here, going through emails, and realized that I hadn't seen Your blog lately. Imagine My surprise when I realized that there was yet another entry about Me... They say that there are always three sides to every story - Your side, My side, and the truth.
I took it upon Myself to not say anything to the people who asked about what happened. I thought I was being a man about My shit, but apparently I wasn't. Doesn't matter - apparently the "truth" made it out, huh? One correction that kinda DID bug Me though... I was NOT the one who posted that collar pic. I followed someone else's feed, and chose to comment.
But all that is beyond the point. I just wanted to thank You for letting all and sundry know that I am no good - now I can concentrate on the things that are actually more important to Me. Which is what I have been doing, if You actually care to know. Iron sharpens iron - there are positives and negatives that We both will take from this, You said it Yourself.

I would actually sign this, but it seems that everything except My social has already been posted...

This Is My New FAVORITE YouTube Vid! Power To The Bean!

Survival IS Key...

Martin Lawrence said to "ride this motherfucker until the wheels fall off." What do you do when the engine falls out first?

DILLIGAF?

For those who do not know - DILLIGAF stands for Do I Look Like I Give A Fuck?
And for those who REALLY know Me, you know why I feel this way right about now...

Disciplinspiration

Not all punishments are physical…

Mental is My specialty, Daddy’s dedication.

Not only to correct, but to prevent

Constantly teaching, rarely correcting

For there is no need.

The child who wishes to be good for the sake of being pleasing

Is more virtuous than the child who merely wishes to avoid discipline

A chore enjoyed is not a chore,

A little pleasure to stay the  bore.

Pavlov’s principles put into practice

I’d rather the good girl, not the good actress

Innate obedience, nurtured, refined

A perfect reason to have spent so much time

Sculpting, crafting,

Forging, molding

Merely refining, smoothing some edges

While sharpening others whetstone in hand.

My Venus de Milo, My Sistine Chapel

Created with loving hand, not hacking scalpel.

Rest in Daddy's arms
Safety from the world at large
NEVER safe from Me.

Blank Pages

Blank pages, blank canvases

Perfect space for My greatest creation

With patient strokes, My opus is made

Slow turns of the wheel, My Venus is shaped

Greatness cannot, will not be rushed

My muse is a hard taskmistress

Helping Me take My work to new heights

Carved with cat o’nine, and Dragon’s tongues

Written in blood, sweat and tears

Sadistic Shakespeare, Dominant Descartes

A disciple of the “Daddy Discipline”

Going in new directions that others seem to shun

Following tangential thoughts through to the end

No museum will show My work – it is not for public praise

My work is for My delight, to be enjoyed until the end of My days.

10:08 p

5/11/10

More Haikus

Bed, bath, and beyond
your wildest imaginings...
Daddy's in control.

10:54 pm
2-18-10

Assumed position
A favorite of U/us both
Daddy's hand to flesh

10:59 pm
2-18-10

Two fistfuls of hair
keeping you where I want you
your pleasure is Mine

11:03 pm
2-18-10

Fuck-music playlist
All night, "Don't Stop," begging Me
I choose to comply.

11:06 pm
2-18-10

Soften. Just for Me
Let that go. Daddy's got you...
your external strength.

11:10 pm
2-18-10

S/some say I'm cocky.
Those who know just accept Me
as I am. Daddy.

11:14 pm
2-18-10

you give of yourself
so to support and improve
O/our relationship

11:22 pm
2-18-10

Getting in trouble.
Why? Just to be disciplined.
sado-masochist?

11:37 pm
2-18-10

Come, let Me hold you
keeping the real world at bay
with My love's true strength.

11:49 pm
2-18-10

Dreaming of Daddy
wrapping you around My middle
My "secretary"

12:08 am
2-19-10

Ev'rywhere W/we are
there is also kinky love
and W/we are Legion.

12:12 am
2-19-10

As long as you're Mine
you have special status here
within Daddy's reign.

12:22 am
2-19-10

As descent begins
My nerves steel in readiness
becoming Daddy.

12:24 am
2-19-10

My Pen Cries Too...

Couldn't get this damn song out of My head... I relate to it for reasons that only some will understand, but I needed to share.

Some people hide

Some people hide, originally uploaded by kjonesesq.

I have been gone from most people's radar for a little while now... I just wanted to interrupt the regularly scheduled blogging to let those who care know that I am still around, just doing a bit of inventory and reorganization... I may BE hiding, but I have good reasons... I will be back shortly with a few new pieces...

"Poker Face"

don't ever gamble with your woman's heart
betting more than you can afford to lose
because Karma WILL call in your marker
and there is no emotional "gaming commission"

chasing the hand you think you'll get
instead of playing what you've been dealt
pocket aces, chasing the full boat
that bitch Karma's got four-of-a-kind

but when you've got the royal flush, go all in
ride that motherfucker 'till the wheels fall off
watch your tells, play your cards close
and even in a showdown, the pot is yours.

Disastrous

Mind so scattered, shattered by life

Trying to gather thoughts that fly like the wind

A microcosm of macro proportions

Tornados of the mind, earthquakes of the heart

Tsunamis of lust

Blizzards of heartache to be braved

In the hopes of finding the rare treasure of My affection

Of being in the warmth of My protection

Safe from the landslide of lies and distrust

The acid rain tears of insecurity wearing down your self-esteem

Many ice ages have left glaciers around My hibernating heart

But hibernation is not death, only so near as to be easily confused

The only question is…

Are you sure you want to try?

2:51 pm

1/22/2010