Sweet, from head to toe
Even though she doubts her taste
My lovely puppet
use your words
tell me exactly what you want
what you need (to do)
what you crave (from me)
let your mind run
as wild as my mouth
and hands all over you
touching, exploring, claiming
how and where you ache
so I can kiss you better... wherever
softer, harder, deeper
making sure you know I'm a keeper
who will keep you satisfied
like you deserve
red rooms, white rooms,
bed rooms, no rooms
where anyone can see
where only we can see
playback on the tv
Dragon's tails and tongues
Do Not Disturb on the door is hung
let it go, let it out
if you need to moan, grunt, shout
things done for me, for you
love's languages... Voulez-vous?
scratch, bite, grab, squeeze
on your back, on my knees
in the afterglow, we will bask
once you're ready, just simply ask.
unrestrained
unfiltered
by society’s rules
are made to be broken
except for mine…
agreed to follow
guidelines set
for mutual beneficence
I’m good to you
and you’re good FOR me
forget what they say
in ignorance lies bliss
let them be blissfully
unaware of the deviant things
we do (are) to one another
behind closed doors (sometimes)
and out of their vision
the tasks, the rewards, the corrections
the playtime, the possessing, the claiming
the Alpha, the Paternal, the Primal
the connections
cannot be explained
to the uninitiated
the masses
how you find comfort
where you find comfort
it is said that you cannot please everyone
I say “who else matters?”
hear me
not just with your ears
but with your heart,
your mind
your very soul
listen
to the words
between the words
both said and unsaid
private and public
my truths
about my life
about my love
about us
the ups and downs
persist
in the face of adversity
through the doubts
stay the course
walk with me
thank you
for your time
your attention
your assistance
and for loving me
Can I be honest?
Just for a moment…
Can I say EXACTLY what’s on my mind?
without censoring?
downplaying?
outright lying?
If I tell you how I feel...
about life...
about you...
about us…
the current state of affairs…
My heart is heavy
with all the emotions
stifled.
muted.
silenced.
Would you listen?
Would it make a difference?
to the point
of breaking
exploding
like a dirty bomb
(Collateral Damage)
so I vent
through the skin
just a little bit
a little slit
Crimson Catharsis
each droplet a moment
of calm
of peace
until equilibrium
achieved?
no, not yet. I need…
MORE.
AND MORE.
AND EVEN MORE.
crisis not averted,
not even delayed
by much.